Alhumdulilah I don’t feel jealous (hasad). Jealousy in our religion eats up our good deeds. So we are taught as a kid not to be jealous of others.
My dad used to get us things which were unique. Not available here in India. Other didnt had them. I could sense their jealousy. It made me feel bad. Not for them, I hated them for feeling that way. What do they have to with what I have?
Can’t they have their own? Why are they after my life? I didn’t understand their limitations, restrictions etc.
But now when I see somebody has something that I dont have. Its like this moment takes me back to that moment I felt. And the feeling is so strong. That I dont feel jealous at all.
I believe what they have is what they struggled for or wished for. And what you have is what you wish for.
So are you happy with what you have?
So do you think they are happy with what they have?
The exictement of having something is only till the time you don’t get it. When you get it, its gone. You have it.
You can make it important though, if its important enough.Long lasting. But you will have to work on it.
P.S: I have stopped telling people what I want. Its like, you want to eat an apple. Its an ordinary apple, noone is even buying it. The moment you say your craving for apple and its not available anywhere. The price will go up high. To f**k with what I want. I really dont want anything.
Do you love me?
This question we ask for security. It is so selfish that you want the person to prove it to an extend that knows no bond. It includes suffering, displaying of emotion and proving that your stupid.
May be thats also not enough. Its nothing wrong. Nobody wants to get hurt. Everybody needs assurance. Even though we know deep down, it may or may not be true.
And when we get betrayed, the most hurtful thing is that – How could you trust them? Are we so easy and stupid?
Everything goes around what we want.
Why do we get so selfish that we want somebody to love us to that extend?
What if you die? And then some of them wouldn’t want them to be with someone else too. (You are mine)
Love what we know as ‘the way we have been expecting’ like in movies. It doesn’t exist. We can create it though. But creating them is very dangerous.
May be thats why marriages were invented for. To fulfill the needs of a person. So that he/she lives peacefully. Over a period of time, things changed, prespective changed. Expections have reached no limits. And depression, depression, depression is what we see.
Marriage like a legal contract. Like a people would say ‘a practical thing’. Instead of it becoming a way of benefitting us, it became more like a cage. With benefits love will automatically flow in. Benefits – helping each other etc. Instead of being a burden that everyone wants to run away from.
Unrealistic things can be made real. It all depends on what we want.
Complicated life? Make it simple! Won’t be that simple though.
Sometimes goodness is poisousness.
If you want to leave a person. But they are too good. All you are looking for is faults. But you can’t find any. It becomes difficult to leave such person.
So with limitation. You give the opposite person the chance to move on. If they want. They wont feel stuck. They may come back. But alteast they will be sure this time that they can adjust with you limitation.
Everything related to love is seemed by people stupid. But they do it anyway.
How things strange are:
World has alot of hyprocisy in it. People say one thing, do the other. People’s mind works in a mysterious way.
How strange things are:
You say something that you experienced in past, something dreadful. And it sounds so simple.
But say something that is so simple sounds dramatic.
Tom and Jerry
I dont know if someone has felt this. But if your in a relationship. If the person approaches you, you run away from that person. And when you approach that person, that person runs away from you.
And this will go on. Until one has to stop. So, I be the bigger person. And let go!
It leads to misunderstanding. Words are very powerful.
When you are in a conversation, you understand things according to your perception. And same with the other person.
Now what happens is. When you say a sentence. Like for instance. I am happy. You have given that person limited details. And they will assume you are happy. It may be that you are happy for the moment. Or may be because you are happy because you are talking to them.
And then they will say, ‘But you said you are happy!’
You will be all confused to make them understand. And think that you are now contradicting your statement. And the fights begins.
Electronic converstations are the worst. Because it hides emotions. When you are with someone you immediately get the vibes and expressions you are looking for. (Even that sometimes lead to miscommunication). It may or may not be important, depends on you!
People who be practical, are they pratical themselve? Its not necessary to be practical always.
Things can be planned and made pratical. Stop misusing the word!
Why do we fake smile?
- Cause we know that other are going through stress and may not want to deal with a your problems.
- Cause you cannot go on the road and yell ‘Oh, I am so broken.!’ Would you like to see somebody do that?
- Cause you know your smile will make others smile.
Love vector created by freepik – www.freepik.com (I like the image)